Monday, 11 April 2011

Passed her the things I promised her on 9th April which was Soy'C, saw her for the last time.. after that time, she was a stranger...a stranger I've never met before.. I don't know her, I must not know anymore.... I got no reason to contact her anymore...I can't say I like her anymore...It's like I lost everything I ever wanted to protect, everything that proved my existence is just gone like the wind... I feel so empty now.. my heart feels nothing anymore... I don't even feel alive anymore..It is the end of my world.. My whole world is crashing down on me.. I don't believe anymore...I won't hope for anything anymore... things like these are for people who still have dreams.. who still have a goal...I'm just a fragment of memory that was not supposed to exist at all.. in that case, let me just disappear... No one needs me anyway...No one requires my help anyway.. I can't find a reason to continue living in this forsaken world at all... everything I do is just pointless...it's just an eyesore..I am nothing...

allbroken; 16:04

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